With you not in my life
Seems so wrong,
so let’s make things right
I feel I'm going insane because I can't feel any pain
I feel I'm going insane because I can't feel any pain
I could walk through a storming hurricane and still feel no rain
I can't change the way I feel
I can't change the way I feel
Seems to right, a little to real
I want you any way I can have you
I want you any way I can have you
I love you and hope you feel the same too
People say we look good together
People say we look good together
You and I, perfect lovers
This could all change when you enter my life
This could all change when you enter my life
So come and, make things right
Alyssa Garcia
When ryan left the first time this is how i felt like i was insane, couldnt feel any pain, couldnt feel anything at all. I felt like my insides were on fire and it didnt matter how hard i tried the only thing that would help me is the one person that hurt me, but even though he did when we worked things out, I took him back without a moments pause, i guess that is because i love him... because no matter what he does, i belong to him more than i have ever been with anyone
The sad part of this love, is that he still doesnt know me as well as my last boyfriend did, or so it seems. Ryan still doesnt know how much i love him. He also doesnt know the little things that i love about him. Like how he always tickles me, how he draggs me to do things that i dont want, and how he forces me to do things because he knows that i can. He pushes me to a new level of awareness and pushes me to a new level of excelence.
Finding that love and finding that confidence is difficult, but finding the strength to love back is harder.
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