The Insane Angel of Music

Love the way you love me!

2009-06-24T06:22:00.000-07:00

If I could grant

You one wish

I'd wish you could see the way you kiss

Ooh, I love watching you

Baby

When you're driving me crazy

Ooh, I love the way you

Love the way you love me

There's nowhere else I'd rather be

Ooh, to feel the way I feel with your arms around me

I only wish that you could see the way you love me

The way you love me

It's not right

It's not fair

What you're missing over there

Someday I'll find a way to show you

Just how lucky I am to know you

Ooh, I love the way you

Love the way you love me

There's nowhere else I'd rather be

Ooh, to feel the way I feel with your arms around me

I only wish that you could see the way you love me

The way you love me

You're the million reasons why

There's love reflecting in my eyes

Ooh, I love the way you

Love the way you love me
There's nowhere else I'd rather be
Ooh, to feel the way I feel with your arms around me
I only wish that you could see the way you love me
The way you love me
The way you love me
Ooh, the way you love me

The way you love me

Faith Hill

Loved the way I am

2009-06-23T06:08:00.000-07:00

All my life,

I felt loneliness and being controlled,

Being like Cinderella before meeting prince charming.

That one summer, I met you,

Everything changed within me.

You showed me how to be myself,

Not being pushed around.

You seem to open my eyes to reality,

Being part of something no one can take away;

Our Love.

Staying in your arms keeps me safe,

Your closeness for protection,

And your tenderness shines through me.

Everytime we meet,

It seems like you can't take your eyes off of me.

You always give me advice when I need it,

And it's always appreciated.

I'm glad someone truly loves me,

The way I am.

Alyssa Garcia

Livin our love song <3

2009-06-22T08:31:00.000-07:00

Baby when I look at you

with your hair fallin' down and your baby blues

Standing there across the room

I get so lost in the way you move

It makes me reminisce back to years ago on a night like this

Teary eyed as you took my hand and

I told you that I'd be your man

So many things have come

so many things have gone

one thing that's stayed the same

is our love is still growing strong

Baby just look at us all this time

and we're still in love

Something like this just don't exist

Between a backwoods boy

and a fairy tale princess

People said it would never work out

Living our dreams has shattered all doubts

It feels good to prove 'em wrong

Living our love song

Oh darling would you look at me

With my heart beating fast

and my shaking knees

It's pretty hard to believe after all these years

I still need you this badly

You're dancing in my arms

with a spotlight moon in a sea of stars

Girl we've come so far everything

I want is everything that you are

I just want to lay you down

Say I love you without a sound

I think you know what I'm talking about

Baby just look at us all this time

and we're still in love

Something like this just don't exist

Between a backwoods boy

and a fairy tale princess

People said it would never work out

Living our dreams has shattered all doubts

It feels good to prove 'em wrong

Living our love song

Feels good to prove 'em wrong

Just living our love song

Jason Michael Carrol

Livin that love song is what we are going to live with forever, Its something that nothing can break, music is one of the strongest triggers to my memory no matter what, What makes it strong for me is the fact that i am a music dork. I sing, I dance (not well) and I play music (Guitar, Piano and Oboe) They are things that I have loved forever, Songs like this one, trigger my memories and my thoughts about Ryan.

Ryan and I have made it against the odds, we have been there for eachother, we have made it past our friends expectations as well as our own. We make eachother better, which is what changes us.

He and I have been destined for one another, I wasnt looking for him, and that is when I found him, When i was looking for the exact opposite of him, I fell in love with the big dork that he is and im glad that I did.

Secret Valentine

2009-06-22T07:58:00.000-07:00

Soft kiss and wine

What a pretty friend of mine

We're finally intertwined

Nervous and shy for the moment we will come alive

TonightSecret valentine

We'll write a song

That turns out the lights

When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside

Don't waste your timeSpeed up your breathing

Just close your eyes

We'll hope it's for nothing at all

Lay down, be still

Don't worry talk they will

I'll be loving you until

Morning's first light

Breaks tomorrow I'll take care of you tonight

We'll write a song That turns out the lights

When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside

Don't waste your time

Speed up your breathing

Just close your eyes

We'll hope it's for nothing at all

Nothing at all

When guilt fills your head

Brush off rise up from the dead

This is the moment that we will come alive

Brace yourself for love

Sweet love, secret love

We'll write a song that turns out the lights

When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside

Don't waste your time

Speed up your breathing

Just close your eyes

We'll hope it's for nothing at all

That turn's out the lights

When both boy and girl start suddenly shaking inside

Don't waste your time

Speed up your breathing

Just close your eyes

We'll hope it's for nothing at all

Nothing at all

We The Kings

Complicated <3

2009-06-22T07:09:00.000-07:00

As you can see,

there are feelings between you and me

But when we try to agree,

you start to break free

I stare right at you;

you know what I want to do

But you move back smooth,

saying' I need to choose,

that I'm confused

Complicated it is.

You and I are in this

Ignorance is bliss,

why do you insist to fight this

Just come here,

there's something you need to hear

I try to speak clear,

but I mumble of fear

You are complicated,

and it makes me frustrated

I just hate it,

love is overrated

You need to tell me something,

cause when it comes to everything

You make it so complicating,

all I need to know is one thing

What's going on,

you keep giving me the same song

You say its right than you say it's wrong,

so I wrote this poem

You’re complicated,

but I can handle it

So don't resist it,

just come here and give me it

Give it all you got,

before it falls and drops

This wall you can't stop,

complicated is all but hot

So look me in the eyes,

and speak no lies

Tell me what you hold inside;

don't treat me like I'm just another girl

Complicating it is,

I go to give you a kiss

But you resist,

shut up and give me a kiss

I'll show you complicated.....

Alyssa Garcia

When you make it right....<3

2009-06-22T06:13:00.000-07:00

With you not in my life

Seems so wrong,

so let’s make things right
I feel I'm going insane because I can't feel any pain

I could walk through a storming hurricane and still feel no rain
I can't change the way I feel

Seems to right, a little to real
I want you any way I can have you

I love you and hope you feel the same too
People say we look good together

You and I, perfect lovers
This could all change when you enter my life

So come and, make things right

Alyssa Garcia

When ryan left the first time this is how i felt like i was insane, couldnt feel any pain, couldnt feel anything at all. I felt like my insides were on fire and it didnt matter how hard i tried the only thing that would help me is the one person that hurt me, but even though he did when we worked things out, I took him back without a moments pause, i guess that is because i love him... because no matter what he does, i belong to him more than i have ever been with anyone

The sad part of this love, is that he still doesnt know me as well as my last boyfriend did, or so it seems. Ryan still doesnt know how much i love him. He also doesnt know the little things that i love about him. Like how he always tickles me, how he draggs me to do things that i dont want, and how he forces me to do things because he knows that i can. He pushes me to a new level of awareness and pushes me to a new level of excelence.

Finding that love and finding that confidence is difficult, but finding the strength to love back is harder.

When I first Saw you...

2009-06-19T08:37:00.000-07:00

When I first saw you I knew

That I had to have you
You lit up my eyes

And brightened my dark skies
I would do anything for you

You would be the most loved boy, that's the truth
If you would want me to change

I will, because it would be worth the pain
Just don't play head games

You and me, we’re kind of the same
We both want to love each other

I want you to have and to hold

I'd love to be with you as we grow old
So let’s show this world how it's done

Alyssa Garcia

When I first saw you, I said Oh my,that's my dream,
that's my dream I needed a dream to make me strong You are the only reason
I had to go on You are my dream, all the things that I'll never know You are my dream
who could believe they would ever come true And who would believe the world will believe in my dreams too before you where here life was only a game And day in and day out were the same, oh Now the dream's coming true like a star see it shine A dream that is yours, that is mine Jamie Fox- Dream Girls

Loving Thoughts <3

2009-06-19T07:49:00.000-07:00

I love you.

You’re the joy in my heart,

The sparkle in my eye,

The light in my life.

I love you.

You’re the wind to my wings,

The steps to my dances,

The voice to my songs.

I love you.

You’re the reason for breathing,

The purpose for thriving,

The cause for living.

I love you.

You’re the most caring human being,

The very generous and gentle,

The loveliest of them all.

Alyssa Garcia

When we as people think about what makes us love someone, its the little things that make us fall for them, like the way that they smile, the way that they think as well as the way that they make us feel. When I am around Ryan, I feel as though I am the luckiest person in the world as well as one of the happiest people. He makes me feel like I could dance on the clouds and not fall through. That is what makes the love between him and I so strong and what has made us last.

I love you

And I have loved you all along

And i forgive you

For bein' away for far too long

So keep breathing

Cause im not leaving you anymore

Believe it

Hold onto me

And never let me go

Nickelback - Far Away

Finding what we want is hard but holding onto it is even harder, find what you want and hold on tight because you never know what might happen, love is something that needs to mature and grow in order to stay strong.

In Love

2009-06-18T07:35:00.001-07:00

I wanna be with you

In spite of what my heart says

I guess I want you too bad

All I want is

Moonlights, with you there inside me

All night, doin it again and again
Toni Braxton-I Get So High

What makes us love? What makes us fall in love? Is it the butterflies that we have in our stomach with that person? Or is it the way that we feel even after being together for a long time that we still are in love with one another?

What is going to make us realize that the togetherness is what makes us better. In the days that we are together, we find that we are always happy even when we are mad.

Every time you scream at me

I wanna kiss you

Baby when you put your hands on me

I wanna touch you

And when we get to arguing

Just gotta kiss you Baby,

I don't know why it's like that

But you're just so damn sexy

When you're mad
NeYo-When your Mad

When I am together with my friends, we all love each other, we support each other and we make our lives easier, and we fight the same way, but at that poing its a way to make our point, not to fight.

Music makes all of these relationships take way, whether it is belting out Dont Stop Believing in the lunch room or listening to I Dont Wanna Miss a Thing in the back of the car relaxing and snuggling, music helps almost any situation. Also it helps us remember things.

New Blog

2009-06-18T06:59:00.001-07:00

I have had a blog previously, but trying to branch into a new blog so for now this is under construction!